I had loads of big plans and ideas for myself after college graduation. All that changed when I saw that positive pregnancy test. I remember laying face flat on my apartment floor just weeping. I never felt more alone and ashamed of the choices that I made that got me to that point. But, I clearly heard God's voice in that dark moment..."I'm still here and I have never left you." Fast forward 10 years later, God has redeemed and restored my past. He has blessed me with more

Even if our worst case scenario is a reality we can still praise God, because He is still good. Habakkuk laid it all before God. We can do that too. He can take it. I’d like to share a few of my “Even Ifs” that God has been hearing about lately :-) Even if our son doesn't fully heal from carbon monoxide poisoning, Even if he continues to have headaches every day. Even if he is angry and traumatized and it BREAKS my heart. Even if every day I feel like I should be d